Why I Stopped Praying for My Future Husband

From a young age, I knew that I had this desire to be a wife, and I talked myself into believing that God would not give me such a desire without fulfilling it. However, that belief was not based in biblical truth. Rather, it was birthed out of my dire longing to hold onto the idol of marriage, an idol that had seeped its way into my heart through church culture, movies, and the incompletion I felt in being single. Correction: the incompletion I still feel in being single.